Hi fairfaye, This is what came to my mind after reading your balance of theorizing and practice. A balance of stalking and dreaming. The stalker moves toward getting attention still and the dreamer  moves the attention locus(expansion). We already can see that the practitioners can be acting within a thought and not know it. If we are focused on integration we can not radically seperate thought from meditation. Kinda makes the cushion a jet plane instead of a donkey. But makes me horrified at all that has not been integrated in me as far as all the movements I have had. I can see the possibility of integrating the waking and dreaming states/bodies. This is a huge undertaking. I am noticing that I keep forgetting that this is what I need to focus on, but somehow keep forgetting. Its like the waking state works by forgetting. I will make a note to myself. I hope this does not get like the movie the Momento.

ya thats always a good thing to remember: you have to forget your-self to remember your-Self.

altho this is a thread of questions

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am touched by your introspection

and wonder what is the difference between a jet plane and a donkey ?

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who was that starstruck woman at city place bustop .. holding a beautiful bouquet of breathtaking stargazer lilies and baby's breath

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If perfection is,
and if questions are always already answered then
do questions exist?


(I love your questions fairyfaye)

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A clever ironic quote is best here... instead I'll smile :)

do questions not exist?

or are they just not real?

what is "exist" ?

 

do people use exclaimation points when they don't have anything important to say?

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...or when they are holding on tight to a concept THAT THEY WANT TO USE TO CHANGE YOU!!??!!??!!??

 

what is anything ?

 

What isn't anything?

in how many different ways can we lie to ourselves?

can i ask a question?